dear diary, today i was in the worst possible situation i could be in. i was trying to leave the country and a soldier was escorting me out with a gun to my head. i knew that if i did anything wrong or said anything innapropiate i was going to die. i did exactly as i was told because i did have a family and i did want to see my children grow up. the thoughts and memories where racing through my head. i was shaking none stop and couldnt help but to be scared for my life.
i never want to go through this situation again. it was the scariest thing of my life and i wish i never tried to leave. the soldier was scary and we walked about seven kilometres. he was walking slowly and i did to . i didnt want to have anything against him or even be rude about this. i didnt ask any quesion